Sigh!!~~

I am at my hometown now...feeling home sweet home once I reached my home.Daddy is the most happiest among my family members.But,feeling sad that I cannot study here.They are always arguing and my mom always scolding this and that.Besides,they always open tv in very high volume.I stopped my journey to EOS 3 for two to three days already,I really afraid that I will lag far behind.

I thought once I back my hometown my lifestyle will back to normal but I cannot.My activities are almost in the midnight hours and my sleeping and resting hours are in the morning.What a messy life I have had since I joined medicine....Is it the reason I gain weight?Lecturer told me that acute stress will lose weight and chronic stress may gain weight.

Something frustrating me recently.Even I eat less but I still gain my weight....Is it like what my friends said...It's oedema??I have pitting oedema before but i hope that i am not as severe as what I think.However,this problem makes me feeling suffer while going out to meet friends or relatives.This is also one of the reason that I never go out since I reached my hometown.I feel phobia to see others.....That's why I am afraid that my self-esteem is going to monitor my heart,my thinking,my emotions,my actions and my mind.....

Regarding to my constipation.My friends asked me to do for the colonoscopy but it's too expensive to me.Recently daddy got financial problems and I think I am the one who uses most of his money.Actually I have family history of having polyps in the colon and this was happened to my niece and relatives.But,fortunately it was benign and can be removed.So,what should I decide to do?Go for colonoscopy or let the problem be there?

Aiks...anyway,now nothing is important than my coming EOS 3.I really panic and nervous about it since my senior told me that he messed up everything in this final exam.Seriously speaking,I'm not confident in it at all.I wish god may bless me pass my exams and also my OSCE since I did badly in my mock OSCE.Let's try my best to work it out instead of feeling sad about my worst ICA result!!~~Gambate!!~~

Celebration~~

Kee Qian and Woon Wee gave me a surprise to Sunway Shopping Complex and they said it was a replacement for my birthday because they knew that I was not at KL during my birth.I was very happy that they are willing to share their precious time with me and I really enjoyed when hanged out with them...


At first, I was quite sad that although friend's birthday I always share my time with them and give them surprise but now only two of them willing to come n give me surprise....but I cannot be so selfish...maybe they are busy preparing for their exams...Through this day,I can know who are really treating me with true hearts and who are not...Let's forget about sad things and talk about my precious moment in Sunway with both of them....


We reached there in the afternoon n we have our lunch in the Italian Restaurant...OMG!!It was very expensive...actually they wanna pay for me but I refused.Finally I paid for them...the foods there are delicious and we spent more than one hour there >.<>

Well..after our high calories lunch,we went to shopping...I was very happy that I got a free teddy bear from Skin Food that day..I was quite lucky haha~~Although Woon Wee seldom buy things when shopping with us but today she was a shopping queen as well...She bought many whitening products to whiten her sunburned face under more than 6 hours hot and bright sunlight...I and Kee Qian did buy things too...Three of us walked from the begginning until the end of the shopping complex but not tiredsome at all...maybe long time never go shopping...that's why we are like "dai hiong lei" that day oo...haha...

Before we back home,we went for dinner and dessert as well....They insisted to spend me eat Korea BBQ....It was delicious hehe....I ordered for the "spicy kimchi sup + rice" wheareas they oredered the fried rice n "spicy taufu sup"...Dinner was not as expensive as lunch but we are full as well.....After dinner,we shopped around in Sunway because we wanna find any dresses for Woon Wee because she is going to attend her friend's wedding dinner....however,we didnt find any suitable dresses for her...

It was a meaningful day to me....I really love them...I regret I didnt know them early in my life....They are friends who I can share everything with during my path to achieve my dreams...They are not only giving me advices when I failed but also encourage me all the time.....I really appreciate them....Thank you very much,Kee Qian n Woon Wee....