I am at my hometown now...feeling home sweet home once I reached my home.Daddy is the most happiest among my family members.But,feeling sad that I cannot study here.They are always arguing and my mom always scolding this and that.Besides,they always open tv in very high volume.I stopped my journey to EOS 3 for two to three days already,I really afraid that I will lag far behind. I thought once I back my hometown my lifestyle will back to normal but I cannot.My activities are almost in the midnight hours and my sleeping and resting hours are in the morning.What a messy life I have had since I joined medicine....Is it the reason I gain weight?Lecturer told me that acute stress will lose weight and chronic stress may gain weight.
Something frustrating me recently.Even I eat less but I still gain my weight....Is it like what my friends said...It's oedema??I have pitting oedema before but i hope that i am not as severe as what I think.However,this problem makes me feeling suffer while going out to meet friends or relatives.This is also one of the reason that I never go out since I reached my hometown.I feel phobia to see others.....That's why I am afraid that my self-esteem is going to monitor my heart,my thinking,my emotions,my actions and my mind.....
Regarding to my constipation.My friends asked me to do for the colonoscopy but it's too expensive to me.Recently daddy got financial problems and I think I am the one who uses most of his money.Actually I have family history of having polyps in the colon and this was happened to my niece and relatives.But,fortunately it was benign and can be removed.So,what should I decide to do?Go for colonoscopy or let the problem be there?
Aiks...anyway,now nothing is important than my coming EOS 3.I really panic and nervous about it since my senior told me that he messed up everything in this final exam.Seriously speaking,I'm not confident in it at all.I wish god may bless me pass my exams and also my OSCE since I did badly in my mock OSCE.Let's try my best to work it out instead of feeling sad about my worst ICA result!!~~Gambate!!~~
3 comments:
Yen...
How are you doing these days? I hope you doing better after writing this blog... I don't know what advise should I give you after knowing your situation, but hope that my present here can cheer you up and give you some mentally support!!
Have you ever been to a doctor to check what's the real reason to your abnormal weight gain? I think go to a doctor is better than you guessing around the reason of it, and maybe the doctor can give some help. About your constipation, try to always drink 'barli', it helps, for me...
Always take care of yourself first, with a healthy body only one can handle everything in his life. I want to see the energetic and happy Yen when we meet again, ok?
Yen~
First of all, where are you? Are you back to KL already?
Did you receive my messages ? I remember you mentioned that you will be back by 21 December & join us for OSCE practice.
Now, it's 2 more days to OSCE exam... Did you practice yourself in sandakan? I didn't mean to give you pressure but I really hope you did prepare yourself well for it.
BTW, I can lend you my OSCE notes & some tips from the doctors. Dun worry they are not that much & difficult. Just some really useful small tips =). Well, it's still not too late to make the final dash now =).
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How can I pass you my notes without knowing your whereabout???
亲爱的嫣， 你到底在哪里？？
If you happened to see this post, please let me know. It has been a month since I got your last message (28/11). And after reading all the posts in the blog, I am very worried about you.
去看医生吧～ 讳疾忌医只会让原有的疾病恶化哦～ 经济状况和宝贝女儿的健康哪个比较重要，你爸爸只有比你更清楚。 相信你爸爸会理解你的用心，所以，别让你家人为你担心了。
其实， 只要能维持良好的日常生活习惯，三餐正常，睡眠充足，相信不管是学习上或是生活上的诸多问题都能迎刃而解。
亲爱的嫣， 如果你看见前方的阴影，别怕， 那是因为你背后有阳光。
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