Happy Chinese New Year

What a fast Chinese New Year it was...Time flies away,it's nian chu wu now...however, I never appreciate any lion dances before since the first day of Chinese new year.

Chinese New Year is happy in the sense that I can receive a lot of angpau n eat a lot of things but actually it's quite bored to us...since i seldom gamble,therefore once visit my frens n relatives,i only watch tv and chit chat to let time passed.

I didnt meet many frens this years.There are many ex-classmates didnt come back to celebrate cny this year,our gathering just left few kittens only.Topics between us getting less n less.Sometimes even bored to meet them because we only come out for a drink n stare at each other or looking at those who are talkative.I dont know this is because there is a gap between us or we seldom meet and each of us has changed a lot...Anyway,I still remember what joyful n funny we had had before...

Actually I always regret to come back sandakan for celebrating chinese new year,I think I enjoy my lifestyle in KL maybe because no one knows what I am doing every second.But I think this is a worng thinking.Back sandakan is not as suffer as what I think.My cousins and kei ma miss me so much.However,I'm tired of staying at home listening to my siblings and parents quarelling during every moments...It's really disgusting.Sometimes,I dont know why I suddenly become topic of them or become victim to be scolded...Actually this time I come back I do really hope that my parents can let me enjoy what is really called family warmness but I didnt try it even one second after I came back from KL.My house is always surrounding with noisy voices,maybe this is another method of showing love to each other but I do really hope that i can drink sup and eat dinner prepared by either mom or I with all of them one night.Aiks, today is the uncountable days my siblings n I eat maggie...

I'm sorry to say these...But I never dislike my parents.They are good parents actually,just maybe they are still young and not experienced...I am waiting the day comes...

New Friend >.<

I met a guy this evening.His name is Wang Ye and he is from China.We talked for more than one hour and he told me many things about his own stories.He asked me to guess his age but I failed.I thought he is twenty something,reaching 30year old but he told me that his real age is only 19year old.He has no siblings and he told me he hoped for a sister actually.He told me his lonely 19years and what had happened to him.He didnt finish his studies and he gave up his studies when he was in Form 1,that is Junior 1.He said he didnt like study so he tried to gain experiences in this society.However,he was stressed about everything and thus he decided to find a better lifestyle in Malaysia.He came here with his mom and they stay not far from my condo actually.



Although we just have a simply chat but he told me that he doesnt like Malaysia.He cannot find a friend here and he doesnt know malay n english well.I asked him whether went to play around in KL before and he said he do shopping sometimes if he is too stress but he said too lonely.He shared many things with me....We talked about Malaysia criminals which is increasing recently and he told me that actually our country not strict enough in handle crimes.On the other hand,China does punish those who break the rules strictly.I appreciate that he attends Cambridge English Classes 3 times weekly because he said he wanna learn more things although he is working everyday now.Before I left,he gave me his hp no. and asked me to contact him.Besides, he also asked me to install "QQchat room" so that we can chat there...It's in chinese version and he said it's from China...


I'm glad to met him.Thanks god.His spirit in doing everything and making every decisions push me to improve myself.Time wont stop for me and I shall not rest at the same point,I have to workout more and learn more things,not neccessarily in academic fields but also other areas....U r bravo!!Gambateh!!Wang Ye!!

Experiences

It has been quite a long time i never post new posts on my blogs...recently i am busying for my exams...it was a tough one to me...yesterday i got my results..it was bad but fortunately i didnt fail it...i told daddy my results but he seemed unhappy n unsatisfied about my performance...I was sad about it...


These days were quite unfortunately to me...I went shopping few days ago but someone really disappointed me.How am I going to deal with it?I really dont want everything just happened come and go without any meaningful memories to me...how may I handle it?I discussed with frens about every decision i'd made while jogging but i have no brave in doing it...It's true...I'm not determined!!Those who u treated with true heart wont value what u have gave them...so what's the point of giving ur true heart to them?In my opinion,even someone treat me extremely bad but I cannot treat them bad....


Two days ago,I saw an old lady who was very panic when trying to go down the escalator,people walked passed her never lend her a hand and just walked pass her when they saw her...I was annoyed by their irresponsible actions to an old lady, I went forward to help her and she gave me a kind smile and said thank you to me...It was happened in Sungei Wang Shopping center...It was not a great job to me but I learned a lesson on that day too...I learned that people around me are not as simple as I think,those who are really treating you with true hearts are not easily find especially now....


I wont remember those who hurted me before...I shall forget what someone had done on me or else I wont success in my future...what I hope now is to do my best in painting my colourful future and live as well as I can.I wish I can work utterly hard for what I need and hope,thus I can achieve them more easily....New semester starts on this coming FEBRUARY,I hope I can do well in this coming semester and dont regret about what I've done before....I may learn from my previous mistakes...EXPERIENCES BRING ME BRAVERY IN MY LIFE