What a fast Chinese New Year it was...Time flies away,it's nian chu wu now...however, I never appreciate any lion dances before since the first day of Chinese new year.
Chinese New Year is happy in the sense that I can receive a lot of angpau n eat a lot of things but actually it's quite bored to us...since i seldom gamble,therefore once visit my frens n relatives,i only watch tv and chit chat to let time passed.
I didnt meet many frens this years.There are many ex-classmates didnt come back to celebrate cny this year,our gathering just left few kittens only.Topics between us getting less n less.Sometimes even bored to meet them because we only come out for a drink n stare at each other or looking at those who are talkative.I dont know this is because there is a gap between us or we seldom meet and each of us has changed a lot...Anyway,I still remember what joyful n funny we had had before...
Actually I always regret to come back sandakan for celebrating chinese new year,I think I enjoy my lifestyle in KL maybe because no one knows what I am doing every second.But I think this is a worng thinking.Back sandakan is not as suffer as what I think.My cousins and kei ma miss me so much.However,I'm tired of staying at home listening to my siblings and parents quarelling during every moments...It's really disgusting.Sometimes,I dont know why I suddenly become topic of them or become victim to be scolded...Actually this time I come back I do really hope that my parents can let me enjoy what is really called family warmness but I didnt try it even one second after I came back from KL.My house is always surrounding with noisy voices,maybe this is another method of showing love to each other but I do really hope that i can drink sup and eat dinner prepared by either mom or I with all of them one night.Aiks, today is the uncountable days my siblings n I eat maggie...
I'm sorry to say these...But I never dislike my parents.They are good parents actually,just maybe they are still young and not experienced...I am waiting the day comes...
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