Tiring lectures..

I had 2 hrs of lectures about breast diseseas T.T It's tiring.I think there are a lot to study after lectures although Dr. Annie Tay always give lectures in a relax and simple way.Indeed, there are a lot of hard works need to be paid by us to be updated to what she taught us...Sigh!!~~

I flipped through Bapa Patho,OMG!!There are a lot pages and wordy paragraghs about Breast Lesions....Can I be lazy and let it????I hate study wordy passages T.T...

Actually what had been taught last week I still cant fully understand...still in blur blur situation...Especially those investigations...laparoscopy?colposcopy?currettage?hysterectomy?...What's their appliciable sonditions?Benefits?Disadvantages?Risk factors?...Haiz...What shall I say is studying medicine is not easy...Sometimes I am regret to choose this subject...I thought it is only about studying the methods to help patients and prescribing medications and treatments to relief their pains and sufferings...However,I found that medicine is not only treating patients.I have to study biochemistry,histology,gross pathology,microbiology,parasitology,virology,psycosocial issues,community health,imaging studies,ethnic issues,patient consent,etc....Everything is memorising stuffs....

Haiz...Thinking what can I do after writing this post...Study?Sleep?Watch drama?....Anyway,I wont give up my subject because I have to always bear in mind that I have to work hard to make my dreams come true!!!Gambateh!!~~Let's revise today's notes....Aza aza fighting to myself~~