不幸的他

I am in the second week of renal system now...Recently I study a lot of kidney diseases...Every diseases is very fresh and new to me because I never hear them before...I think I have to put a lot of effort in this systems because there are a lot of things I shall and must know.Besides,there are only 2 weeks left to my exam...I dont have study weeks so I have to study hard these 2 weeks,not only to assimilate new knowledges from renal system but also to revise reproductive and endocrine systems!~...

These days,I read through a lot of diseases and derangements of the urinary tract.Maybe because always see this word...."DIALYSIS",so someone always appears in my mind these days...

He had passed away when I was in Senior 1...Why he was so well-impressed to me?....Bcoz I saw him since primary school and in primary school he was just like us,active and alert...However,an onslaught happened to him when he joined secondary school and he started to visit dialysis center(洗肾中心) 3 times every week....I felt sympathy to him that time although I never talk to him and frankly,I just knew his name but never make friend with him since he is one year elder than me and not in the same class with me....

I remembered very well that when I was junior 3,because of certain reasons,he had to study junior 3 once again and was unable to proceed to senior 1 and he was in the class next to mine...From that year onwards,I observed that he always slept in classes and even recess time and I felt weird about this senario...Few months later,someone told me that he has some problems with his kidney so he has to visit dialysis center 3 times every week...I think this is why his outpouring always showed tired,weakness and fatigue....

The most devastating moment happened when I was in Senior 1...One morning,I saw many frens from neighbouring class were absent and hence we asked teacher why many students were absent that day.Eventually teacher told us that he had passed away and some of our frens went to attend his funeral and mourned for him...

To me,he is a good role for me to appreciate my own life irregardless of troubles and pains.Unfortunate events happened on him but he still strong enough to face them.Visiting dialysis center oftenly is not an easy job because it is expensive and there are a lot of suffering,worries and pains both physically and mentally from the patient which cannot be described by words...

Of course,he has also be a force to me to study hard in my medical life,just like my aunt who had passed away dued to cancer....To recapitulate my dreams,I wish I can save those who are suffering from physically and mentally pains and diseases in my future....Therefore,dont simply give up my own aims and targets....Exams are not everything,I have to study for future not for exams...Stress is always there,but I shall always remind myself the force that push me to be a doctor....Gambateh !!!....