Monotonous life

Time flies away...It has been more than one month I started semester 4.

Everything are still running smooth recently...
This semester is not as busy as other sem despite there are more systems in this sem.
My biological rhythm has changed since this sem.
Hence, my health is influenced by such a irregular working n resting hours...
I'm getting sick more easily....having insomnia n headache are frequent attacks that I suffered from...

Yesterday...I am like a useless pig...did nothing but having a bad temper for the whole day...
maybe I am still sick,so I cant focus on what I studied although I look at the notes for several hours...I really hate myself....What is the problem happens on me?Why I am getting so vulnerable?Fortunately exam is not around the corner...It's on May...so what I shall do now is to correct my ways of assimilating n to get back my biological clock to normal,otherwise I'll be having friends of various type of diseases....

Apart from academics,there are also several frustrations that make me paranoid about recently...I dont know why I am always thinking too much and sensitive to all sort of things surrounding me....Someone trying to start a conversation with me but refuse to continue for it...Why the one who did it doesnt want to have a nice ending between us???I wonder...
Maybe life is not as perfect as what U think...Sometimes,imaginations are needed.Humankind's mind is tough to read,that's why conflicts exist between man....

What I want to say is that I shall enjoy in my own way of life. At the mean time, if I think I didnt hurt others in my way of living that's enough.Consideration is needed and just try to overcome my obstacles and challenges in the perfect way that I can do....