Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Ailing from stressful mind


Is there any onslaught happening on me recently??
It's difficult to describe my feelings now...
What I want to say is that I am going hay wire if I still cant find a good solution to eradicate my stress and irksome behaviour!
Why?Why?Why I am getting stressful recently?..

I think it could be attributed to mountains of notes not only for this reproductive system,but also endocrine system.It's quite pity to study this and forget that.Why my frens can have good memory?Erm...ppl who is extremely stupid like me shall be more hardworking so that I wont lag far behind.Another reasons could be IELTS T.T ( I really didnt well-prepared for it ). Apart from that, there is ungrounded fears in my heart since I never join SILOS (Structured Independant Learning Online System) in IMU before because I always failed to access to IMU net although visiting Help Desk in IMU quite often ...But the point is teacher said questions might come out exactly same from SILOS,was he frightened us to encourage us to join their systems?Arghhhhs!!!However,if it is true then I am going to die....

Huh..What's the point of writing blogs?
It's to do away with my problems...It's to keep my problems on the wane...It's to distract myself from current conditions...But,I'm still feeling stress and paranoid about everything...I really cant comprehend what is going on in my mind now...

I think I shall find someone to share some jokes with me to alleviate it...
Or...watch more movies????hehe...that's my excuse to watch movies only...huh!!!~~Behave like a medical student bah!!Stop watching it ok???....But I cant refrain from the seduction from it oo...T.T

Let's be calm and dont mess up everything and get mad!!~~

4 comments:

Unknown said...

Hello Soh Poh,

I just tumbling through your blog. Totally understand how you feel cox I've been through it myself (although definitely). Blogging is a great way to lighten up your stress (I can bet on it) :). I find joy in blogging recently. Definitely help you in your IELTS. As of the entertainment side, well, medical student is still human. Your mind need a little release sometime. :)

Have fun and enjoy your day as much as possible (I mean it). :)

Your ex-housemate <3

嫣Yen said...

Thank you oo..

You know I stress until watch movies or dramas also no mood oo...study wat also cant conc and always day-dreaming only...

huh...so cham..

Unknown said...

Wao, calm down and breath! You will be fine! Smile and say cheese! =D Tell you what, disturb Donovani eh, you remember last time how I used the stick and pointed at her after she opened up her door? Lol... She is really fun to tease...

Your ex-housemate <3

嫣Yen said...

Wow that's great...

But since u r not here so I am not getting mad anymore oo..

very lonely here oo...