I did extremely bad in my exam T_T...I felt disappointed to myself and felt that I am so useless to stay in this world...Dad will be very very very sad n disappointed when he sees my result...I have a strong bad feeling that I will fail the exam...I hate myself a lot...
After exam,I hide myself in my room and cried for the whole afternoon until my eyes swollen up...I have no appetite at all that day but actually there are more n more feelings that I encountered...It is too sad to recall it here and I hope to hide every sad stuffs inside my heart and bury them forever...
In fact,there's no point studying so hard for exams...I sacrified a lot of things but the end result is that I cant achieve a grade that satisfies me...What's the point of memorising every stuffs until forget what date is today?What am I doing?and etc???....T_T
Anyway,everyone in my class is disappointed to our performance too...This is why I said the papers for our exam are pretty silly...Some of the questions are worthless...Everything has been a history....What I have to do is to focus on my next final paper...Gambateh to myself n my batch mates!~
However,after exam I did go out with my fren,Tra...We went for lunch and dinner... Besides,we also watched the new movie,Terminator....
My dinner - fish congee^^
Fish enveloped by eggs rice ^^
Roasted kuey teow with minced meat^^
After exam,I hide myself in my room and cried for the whole afternoon until my eyes swollen up...I have no appetite at all that day but actually there are more n more feelings that I encountered...It is too sad to recall it here and I hope to hide every sad stuffs inside my heart and bury them forever...
In fact,there's no point studying so hard for exams...I sacrified a lot of things but the end result is that I cant achieve a grade that satisfies me...What's the point of memorising every stuffs until forget what date is today?What am I doing?and etc???....T_T
Anyway,everyone in my class is disappointed to our performance too...This is why I said the papers for our exam are pretty silly...Some of the questions are worthless...Everything has been a history....What I have to do is to focus on my next final paper...Gambateh to myself n my batch mates!~
However,after exam I did go out with my fren,Tra...We went for lunch and dinner... Besides,we also watched the new movie,Terminator....
My dinner - fish congee^^
Fish enveloped by eggs rice ^^
Roasted kuey teow with minced meat^^
3 comments:
嫣~ 加油！
bury all the sadness in your heart, & one day, they will become your essential nutrients, for the day you blossom.
Thx very much Stephanie...^^
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