It has been quite a few days my left hand fingers lost feeling,getting numbness and with poor blood circulation,it was cold and capillary refill is more than 10seconds....I'm quite worry about it...because i occasionally get odema and swelling of legs...
One year ago,before I went to IMU,I went for a blood test...In the blood test,everything is ok but I had a very high C-reactive protein levels which means there is high acute inflammations in my body and high bad cholesterol and total blood cholesterol count...I thought this is nothing to be worried about since I like seafoods very much and the moment I went to blood test,I had a slightly cough...
The second time I went to blood test,my report was ok but I have lack in Hep.B immunity so I went for vaccination but few months ago..I went for blood test again..I got shocked because my blood cholesterol was extremely high and I was quite afraid..my daddy has high blood cholesterol so I dont worry if I have so but recently my health status turns bad...I always feel blood rushing to my head and my ears and face always reddened but my fingers and toes are cold and pallor in colour...
Is it any diseases with me?I hope I dont have....but recently many bad news happened around me....Life is chemistry!!Yesterday,I got a bed news from my dad,my fren who I knew him since primary school years passed away in a car accident...I got shocked while I heard it and tears dropping without control and awareness....Last Sunday,my fren told me that I have a primary school mates left me and passed away....
What is life means?Why everyone work hards to enlighten their life with joyful events but a sudden death ruin what they had hardly built for many years...I am fortunate...I shall not always complaint for anything...I should pray for the unfortunate.....I shall pray god to bless everyone....Everyone that I meet should be valued,they might just appear once in my life...
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tats why u nid to take care about ur health..dun HURT it..since u love avone beside u..then at least u dun make them sad and worry...
Yesterday is history; tomorrow is mystery; but today is a gift, that's why it's called present.
One life, live it =).
Cheer up~ Life can be so unpredictable. We can never defy the course of nature. Life & death is something we have to face in our lives, especially as we are in a medical profesion. A new life can be born in one hand whilst one life may be slipping away in the other hand.
Sadness & tears are unavoidable. We'll need to face them with an open mind & a strong heart. Then, continue your life with new hope and the blessing to those who are no longer around. Have faith.
My first and only friend in my primary years, passed away in a car accident. We promised to meet in the same class in primary 6 on the last day of our primary 5 year.
I hope it was not an illusion, but I thought I saw her on the first day the school reopened, she was smilling at me & she waved at me when I saw her. I waved back smilling, too.
I never saw her in the class since then. I looked for her in almost all primary 6 classes. Even in a few primary 5 classes. It was few months later when I learnt about the news.
The first boy i liked passed away because of cancer. I only knew about that when he's already at his last days. The cancer had metastased to his blood. Had not yet recovered from the shocking news, I received a call to attend his funeral few days after. I was there for the parade. I would never forget the moment i saw his body & his grandma's heartbreaking wails when he was cremated.
For those people who are no longer here, I will never forget them. Their memories keep them alive in my heart.
生命无常，可以牵手时，别只是轻轻的牵手， 可以拥抱时，请拥紧你心爱的人。分离的时候， 才不会留下遗憾。
like i always ask you: take good care of yourself...
Life is full of unpredictable, anythings happen around us, including sadness... but for me, i rather choose to live this only life with happiness.
We cant make sadness never appear in our life, but at least we can forget them... have a good night sleep and when wake up in the morning, we leave all the sadness behind our mind...
Our life can be said to be at a staring point, there's still a long way for us to walk on... if god ask me whether i want a life with happiness or a life with sadness, i will choose both because without sadness in my life, i never know what is happy ;)
Ray,
I appreciate what u said,
without sadness,i wont know what is happy,but why dont sadness happened to me only?I rather i suffer and not every persons besides me oo,included u!!~~
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