sunrise vs sunset

This is the first time I write blog. Always afraid to be viewed by others but actually lotsa things wanna share with others....

SUNRISE vs SUNSET....someone told me that sunrise gives us one day more hope and yet sunset brings us one day less life.... Actually to me....sunrise is a new day of challenge and pressure but sunset tells me that I am going to fight with an enemy,myself.

Medical students' lifestyle actually not that boring,but what we need is the speed and smart.Lectures really bring me into a lot of new things but I always find myself quite tough in coping it...everything is not as easy as ABC...lectures 2 hrs a day can lead to 2 days of continuous self study.....What we learn in lectures cannot be put aside after lectures and study when examination comes nearly is just taking risk to resit....

Stress always come to my brain,i stress while going to lectures because I afraid lag behind from others,that's why I study before lectures if I have time normally....I stress while going to Clinical Skill Unit,I afraid my nightmare appears in my mind again because I was scolded badly by PRof. in front of my group one week ago,I felt myself very tiny in my batch....I stress while exams,I afraid I fail my exams,I afraid resit,I scared daddy disappointed,I scared resit my whole sem....
Although stress always comes to my mind but I still very lazy....I have one week holiday for HAri Raya,but I have fun for 4 days already,why till now i still cannot find a push to study??
Sem3 is the heaviest sem that I have faced since last year...cardiovascular system and respiratory system is already enough tough to me and yet now i just finished hematology....gastrointestinal system was just started few days ago...I find that I have no enough time to study,everyday after class,I was tired and bored while I read notes....
After class,i have to cope with my self selfish behaviour.Study is not only for myself but for many so can I be cruel to give up my choice?cannot!!!

Do you prefer sunrise or sunset?